If you could see inside my mind, you would understand why I spend so much time there, focused on what I'm seeing inside my mind, refusing to be disturbed by the material world that only exists to change to suit the evolving reality of minds like mine that are connected to all facets of the universe, awakened in the realization of the influential value of focus on thought and state of mind. I spend so much time there because I realize that if I could connect the dots, one dot at a time, then my reality would be perfect, free from confusion or the dilution of chaos... and although the exterior world would still be as it is, I would remain at peace with the subjective realities of all dimensions of this universe upon my realization of the awakened truth.